My mahogany desk and the bright world beyond,
I reached out my hand for someone to hold on;
Nothing much happened.
And now I'm feeling so alone...
I just wanna go back home.
You don't deserve to die and I don't deserve to decide what you want.
I got a thousand more days to live and the number doesn't decrease no matter how much I count
But now I'm feeling so alone...
I just wanna go back home .
But home never was there. It was just me and me after all.
Look how much I've changed, now I- I don't stand back up when I fall.
And I'm still feeling so alone....
I just lost my home.