And so it was
And time knew no boundaries
Thrust back to twelve years old
Twelve years of joy and blessings and unfortunate occurences

But we don't talk of those
For that brings guilt, shame.
Darkness on light kills joy.
Killjoy!
Bringer of ill thought
Bringer of death
Death of present and future.
Always living in the past
And they say, don't live in the past
Live in the here and now.
But here and now lies my past
Here and now lies my abuser
Rubbing shoulders with my every sentiment,
My breath
My being.
And future
What of it? 

You are there too
Waiting for me in the corridor
Waiting for me to trip up
Trip trap
Over she goes
Over and over and over
Forever in your arms.