Blue of your eyes 

The color of tears to cry

 

What lies beneath the skin

You soul light can let me in 

 

Crazy thoughts scream in my head 

This isn't how I pictured this planned 

 

Dreams wake me up at night 

Cauae my soul it takes flight 

 

The longing to hear your voice 

This just leaves me not choice 

 

You can't possibly feel this way 

Actions prove it everyday

 

The scars you hide so very well 

Your minds personal jail cell 

 

Every thing happens for a reasoning

To teach us life has wonderful meaning 

 

Mental demons dance in time 

I can help but want to blend them with mine 

 

I wonder what just make you move 

I just don't know how to prove 

 

Things happen that change 

They shake you to the core that rearrange 

 

Eye the color of pools to swim

I can't help but just wanna dive right in 

 

Switches get flipped upside down 

Crazy deep thoughts wrap around 

 

Can I make this panic stop 

Givin the chance why not

 

This is just a lavish nightmare

In reality honestly done care 

 

 Slowly then quickly ripped apart 

Tell me then why not even start 

 

I am just a crazy gal 

Daydreaming in social

 

You might see ugly scars

Where maybe I see beautiful stars

 

If happyness is how we make it 

Then how come some of us fake it 

 

Pillows soaked with endless tears

Sleepless night full of nightmares 

 

Tricks played on top of my heart

Endless sems torn apart 

 

Look into my hidden thoughts 

You will see thing I speak not