Stuck inside my head with all the hurt that i have done

How could i have been alive when it felt like i was dead

Middle of nowhere is where i belong 

In the open land not thinking about my wrongs

Take me to the place that i truely want to be 

With the stars and the grass, the dirt and the trees

Giving it up, letting it go 

Trying to face being alone, when i just want to pack up, get on a plane and go home.

Heartbreaks happen everyday, i don't want to deal, I'm tired of saying "Im OK"

 God please take my will and show me your way, Give me a destination to which i can stay

Please just give me the strength to just focuse on me

I'm tired of feeling lonely, and i don't know what do, but one thing i know for sure

God,I can always count on you <3