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Not-Girl Guides
The amount of badges
show my potential
And the amount sewn on
Show how much I care
As the pins dig into
My polo uniform
I put on a front
Say that I care at all
And girl guides
Raises strong men
Even if that's not
Their intentions
Cause they taught me
How to build a flag pole
And hang my flag up high
My pink white and blue
My promise to...
Thursday 24th July 2025 11:10 am
The best dream
I had the best dream
Where I was out to my dad
And we were
Laughing at responses
That my teachers had
One teacher said that
My egg was cracked
And that’s true
But it has been
Since I met him
Although those two things
Have no correlation
I mean when I had him
it was online school
he never made do anything
Because he was cool
So I spent m...
Tuesday 15th April 2025 9:31 pm
Words of dysphoric rambling
Sitting with the girls never felt right
But guys activate my fight or flight
It’s so hard to be friends with them
Hard to ask how they’re doing
But it feels right
Don’t know why…
I just thought that the girls were bitches
But they weren’t that bad
It wasn’t a gut instinct
Just dysphoria I had
And I wanna be a guy
I’m envious of everything
I try not...
Sunday 23rd February 2025 3:25 am
Human things
Boys don't do that
None does
It’s not a gender thing
It’s a human thing
As far as I know
I’m failing
None pays all their attention
To the way they walk
And how they talk
Not as much as me
All I've learnt
Is that I'm strange
In the way I walk
And the way I talk
None does the same
It just means I'm unique
But it makes me feel
Like I'...
Wednesday 23rd October 2024 11:58 pm
Uniform
Fixed my binder
Ripped my tights
Gave bad dating advice
In a uniform
that doesn't fit me right
I walked the walk
I fought the fight
I danced to Chappel Roan
With all my might
Cause I love the dance
And I love my friends
So I'll stay in a skirt
Until the end
If it means that I can
Spend more time with them
Wednesday 28th August 2024 6:27 am
I'm just like you
I’m just like you
Now I won't sleep
Staying up till
Half past three
‘cause I feel more like
Myself than usually
I’m just like you
Shirtless on the floor
Please ignore the binder
I have been a guy all day
For fourteen hours straight
Please respect the grind
The fourteen hour pain
I’m just like you
I’m just pretend
Only awake till half past ten
...Sunday 25th August 2024 6:35 am
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