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My chest hurts
Itβs the weighted chest pain
Thatβs hardest to explain
The interwoven, the lingering
It spins a web across every day
Itβs the fog you learn to see through
Because you canβt get away
Never the needle in your eye
The thorn in your side
Itβs the routine of soft pain
The clingy sting for life
Itβs the dull ache
Freedom, but on a leash
Your mother's kiss with tee...
Monday 11th August 2025 10:29 am
Hand on darkness
Some years ago, I realised
I am the driver of my life
And so I chose light
It was a difficult decision
More difficult than it sounds
Itβs hard to know what it is to see
When thereβs no darkness around
Itβs easy to equate pain with feeling
To attach pain to being
And so I never ran from the dark
I marched towards it
Let it smoke my heart
Instead, it was alw...
Sunday 29th June 2025 5:04 pm
Missing People
I still remember
Cold faces in my bedroom
Smiling women in the dark
Slicked hair, teeth sharp
I still remember
The man whose legs
Popped out from under my bed
And I screamed
Broad daylight was frightening
Heart speeding, head beating
The men who moved closer towards me
All I could do was freeze
Iβd stare back
With sucked breath, shaking knees
Day afte...
Monday 23rd June 2025 8:29 pm
Previous skins
Five years ago flew by
Now, already remote
The rolling of the years
Theyβre already afloat
Your past self
Already a ghost
When you stand still
You begin to grieve your previous skins
Wonder why you had to forget and kill
Old personalities just to multiply new
So, you cling on to specific moments
Promise not to forget, you never will
But it is not uniqu...
Wednesday 4th September 2024 10:51 am
Part of us
Something speaks from beyond
Something writhes alive
In each of us
Something pulls and breathes
Beyond our touch
They call it instinct
But it is magically distinct
And can lead, lead, lead
To something in your core
They call it power of the brain
But itβs so much more
It cannot be explained away
It cannot be spoken out of existence
They call it the mi...
Sunday 14th May 2023 11:03 pm
Flame-Licked Heels
Iβve been working on
Coming back from
The dead
Realising reality
Living in this world
Becoming me
I donβt have to know who I am
But I must know that I am
I am, I am, I am
I donβt have to know what I am
To deserve to be
Iβm working on being,
Just being
Because Iβve been existing
Mindless, automatic, numb
Best autopilot, me
Coming back from the dead
...Monday 6th February 2023 11:45 pm
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