A Goddamn Vacancy 2

So this is hyperventilating 
On the thoughts of never fitting in
I'm in my upper twenties now 
I'm still thinking this way
God damn what's wrong with me?

I've been so busy trying to find a way to tell you
My unpopular opinions 
I've been thinking I'm better off dead
If I mention this they say don't do it
Well I'm bloody tired pretending a vacant smile

So this is hyperventilating 
On the thoughts of never fitting in
So close your eyes and pretend that I'll be alright
I'm selfish for this I should think about you 

So how are you? 
I heard you got married 
I got suicidal thoughts
So I started cutting until the blood came out
No one to blame but myself for thinking

So this is hyperventilating 
On the thoughts of never fitting in
I'm in my upper twenties now 
I'm still thinking this way
God damn what's wrong with me?

God damn what's wrong with me?
God damn what's wrong with me?
God damn what's wrong with me?

◄ A Goddamn Vacancy

A Disturbing Fear of Bitter Blasphemy Broken Upon All The Wounds 2 ►

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Tue 3rd Mar 2020 20:21

N O T H I N G !

You are fine
you are normal
you are feeling
you are thinking
you are kind
you are loving!

It's the world that's fucked

You we can sort in a heartbeat Damon 💖
The world... that's a whole different story.😰

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