I can't do this anymore
It feels like the world's against me
When I start to win I lose
So if I go back to self mutilation
Would you even cry a tear

4 years has finally got to me
I gave everything but it still empty
I'm just not good enough for you
Time is passing me by 

Will I always be alone
I thought I found my soulmate
Just to end up here again
Could you please hold on 
I'm a little fucked up from all this waiting 

So promised you I'd wait here forever
Did you think my word wasn't permanent?
Did you think I was just saying all those things?