I didn't ask for this.

I didn't ask to show me a glimpse of happiness. 

I didn't ask to show me how love could feel. 

But now, 14 days into the new year I got to experience it. 

 

I got to experience the butterflies.

I got to experience a genuine smile. 

I got to experience what fate looked like. 

What destiny felt like. 

 

I was happy. 

I was giddy. 

I was hopeful. 

 

A feeling I've never felt authetnically. 

I feeling that I felt like I deserved. 

A feeling that lasted only 4 hours. 

 

I was hopeful, that I will experience this again. 

That I will see you again. 

Even if it was only for one more night. 

I felt that I at least deserved that much. 

 

But I guess not. 

At least not for now. 

 

Why did we even meet? 

Our paths did not need to cross. 

But it did and it's over. 

Well played. 

 

Universe 1, Me 0 

SNR ❤