It makes me feel sad
It hasn’t been nice to me for a long time, it hurts my throat. When I want to cry but hold back the tears, the grief, I feel an intense pain in my throat.
Not many people know my pain because I keep it locked up inside, I am my own worse enemy for doing this, as I know good people would give me advice. But they cannot understand my pain .They can sympathise but not feel it. It will still be there once they have spoken of their beliefs.