I need to set free

i need to let go of the resentments of whatever might of happened to me

It's not my fault but it is ok to cry, and to be afraid of anything coming down the line

Yesterday is history, the future is a mystery

So stay in touch with today and be all you can be

It's not going to be easy, this thing called life

It's going to be extremely hard, but as long as you keep going

You will eventually get out of the dark, man i just want to live my life

and find the soul that makes mine spark.

Im in so much pain everyday, and i know i can use

And all of a sudden it will stop 

But is that really what i want to do?

How do i deal with this pain?

I look up to god with tears in my eyes saying i only know one way

He looks down and smiles " my child, i have more to say"

Sometimes i wonder, sometimes i doubt 

My hope and strength that truely got me to stop. 

I wanted a life, again i didn't wana die, it was a close call to heaven

But god said " No, It's not your time"