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Tear Up

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Tear Up

 

Why do I tear up

Just at a thought

They say I'm bipolar

I'm trapped, seems I'm caught

 

Emotions in 'normals'

Swing up and swing down

But mine can hit ceilings

Or crash to the ground

 

Compared on a 10 scale

'Normals' are 4

But mine can reach 10

(yes, that's six times more)

 

So why do I tear up

Just at a thought?

'Cause I'm then at 5

While you're still at nought

 

Don Matthews August 2019

 

(BIPOLAR DISORDER – Imbalance of chemicals in brain. Born with it. No cure. Extreme mood swings. Controlled with medications. Often very creative. Stephen Fry, Spike Milligan, Robin Williams (suicide), Vincent Van Gogh, Ernest Hemingway (suicide), Virginia Woolf (suicide), Mariah Carey, Brian Wilson, Jimmi Hendrix)

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Chrystel Roberts

Mon 26th Aug 2019 18:34

A picture is worth a thousand words!

Great pic for a great poem.

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Chrystel Roberts

Mon 26th Aug 2019 18:34

A picture is worth a thousand words!

Great pic for a great poem.

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Ruth O'Reilly

Mon 26th Aug 2019 11:54

There is an old Native American saying which says 'the soul would have no rainbows, if the eyes had No tears' . It feels kinda appropriate to this.

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Don Matthews

Mon 26th Aug 2019 11:23

Someone has asked is this about me? Or about someone else? Or about bipolars in general? This is often the case when I read other peoples work. Are they writing about themselves or someone else?

It's not someone else here. It's me.

Little is understood by the general public about this mental condition. By writing about my condition my aim on WOL is to help remove the stigma. Education is the key.

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Don Matthews

Mon 26th Aug 2019 07:41

I oscillate 'tween what to screen
From what I've written, waiting
Comic? Serious? Nonsense verse?
Why am I hesitating?

Something inside me hesitates
Says what will others think?
It's opposite then nudges me
Says care not what they think

So I take opposite's advice. I don't.

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