This was the last straw she went to far this time 

                     Vindictive lies no matter the cost no matter the ryme 

She says that she loves but her love has gone cold 

                      These third demesional energies will get left in the old 

This spirit of mine is feirce and strong but also brittle 

                       And these head games you play are just A petty riddle 

So these emotions are running deep threw my soul

And the more i resist the less i control                                                

                      I thought i was happy but the truth is im lost

as these feelings leek out i start paying the cost 

                       One day at a time plays over in my mind 

to aknowledge my pain as parts of my soul get left behind                                                                                                             All of these feeling once burried at the siems now there bursting                                                  

craving your touch for your love i am thirsting

all these mixed feelings not happy not sad

                 but i have to be thankful for all the love that i had                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              

but bear with me know and i promise youll see

                                                 me turn in the the man i was always ment to be