Perfectly Perfect

Nothing.

Till I woke up 

then you spoke up

screamingng in my head.

 

Losing that weight again

with words of encouragement

ignoring the ills of my mind

pushing me back to when "You looked so much better".

 

Look inside.

Whiplash.

Punches.

Ugly words.

 

Oh no sorry.

You don't want to know

you just want to see

Perfection.

 

Smile.

Laugh.

Make a joke.

Everything's okay.

Everything's perfect.

 

My souls dying

from the infection

of an evil mastermind,

but you can't fix what you can't see.

 

The soul needs surgery

but its not broken

when you look.

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Jason Bayliss

Fri 3rd May 2019 09:19

Really like this Bridgett, it's very descriptive of that passive aggressive manipulative mindset. I think at some point in everybody's life we've all been judged and been guilty of judging and the thing is, telling people you don't know to fuck off is easy, but telling those you love? That's a different thing. Sometimes you have to just say, accept me as I am or fuck off.

J. x

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