I choked on my own mind this time
Now the letters in my alphabet soup is all the same
So keep me happy while I'm bleeding inside
Everyone will soon forgive me help me
You want a suicide letter here's one a year and 6 months early

Slow down while he swallows the blood back down
A million fish in the sea in this one is killing him
What the fuck am I supposed to do
With all these memories she gave me
I'm letting him nibble away at my life

It's the conversations I have with my razor blade
That keeps me untrustworthy
Should I even try to care anymore
The truth is I don't think I could ever love anyone
Because I can't get over a firefly buzzing away 
I'm the one who end up lone after all