I’m about to get out of my car& I feel the cool brisk air& also see the stars in the sky.
As I look at them I remember the night we stayed out on your back porch for a few hours and just talked& talked.
Oh, the memories.
The smell of a campfire reminds me of the air I smell & the coolness that brushes up against the face. Miss you!
Where has the time gone?
Where have we gone since that brisk cool night?
It was a November night and the night air was cool and breezy... the sound of the wind had a calming effect like a soft hug.
The night moon lit the sky as we talked about everything and anything on our minds.
Now the times are so different & even though things are so different, we too have grown.
Grown in a positive way... the night sky has a new look to me now.
Right now it’s cold, and dark not lit by the night moon. It’s got a dark cloud in it until it opens up again.
It’s so dark sometimes that I get lost in it.
So lost that I don’t know where I am anymore or whom I am anymore.
Everything around me feels like some kind of fantasy that I can’t get free from that in the darkness, reality sets in.
It’s an unsettling feeling and not a dry eye in the horizon either.
Horizon, what’s that? I can’t see two months in front of me, why would I see a horizon?
Seriously. So sad right now my heart goes every which way& aches for something new. Some break in the angst I have now.
Memories can also help you get through things as long as they’re ones you really cherished and hung onto.