She cut me deeper than I could ever admit
This depression has the best of me
I wish I could find some room to breathe 
But I'm suffocating on memories

I've wasted so much time saying I'm fine
But I'm far from what I say
You only see the shallow end of what my mind thinks
Could something just go right once in my life?
Father says it's a shame what I've become

Playing ignorance is a safe way to live but you'll be belittled
I wish I could trust people but I rather just choke
Then have anyone help me with these demons
I think I'll just sink into the sweet memories
Just for I could suffocate on them again