This is a vivid reminder is my family
To bury the box under the weeping willow
There's no more time to lose
The excuses are building up on my shoulders
Breaking under the pressure

God I just want to die
Seems like I'm fading from existence
I'm still alive I feel the heavy heart beating
I feel like holding her hand would be a reality
Too good for my sinful ways

Three years of nothing but crying myself 
Is what's coming up this year
I keep running from the vultures but they're catching up
I know a peaceful silence place
I can't bring hostility to her she is what love is in my mind
I'll let my heart crack under pressure