I'll stay emotionally drained 
Telling everyone I'm getting over you
Everyone knows I'm not

My bedroom walls don't make good company
Things may be different now
But the behavior is all the same
I'll quench the thirst with gasoline
Make the bridge out of cement this time

Leaving knots in our stomachs
So we don't sleep in weeks
Because we see each other in our dreams
This is a hell I willingly told you 
I go through for you there's no regrets on my end

I know I'm not getting over you
I'll stay emotionally drained 
I would trade this sleep for you