I want to love you but i don't know how to it's not fully that but i don't trust you all i know is broken hearts and multiple lies . I thought he truly wanted me but all he did was waste my time. I tried to believe everything that he said but in my mind all i know is deceit. Torn apart meant to feel insecure was the every day struggle he had caused. One day i might be able to love just know at the moment it won't work out i need to work on myself. Caution advisory warning handle with care. You Must face the music these are the problems you create when you consistently use me like a nerf gun but today baby i'm taking shots i had enough you will never win me back . I am aware of what many would say the last has nothing to do with your current but i refuse for my feelings to be fucked with at the end of the day profess your love for me as much as you would like but i'm not buying tickets to this seasons game , you now know the consequences of bringing trust issues .