How can I win the fight?
When I want to close my eyes forever
Time is so heavy I don't want to be alone
My thoughts are death sentence in situations like this

I should stop talking to myself in public
I swear there was someone there
If you catch me outside please don't look hatefully
My personality is eroding into slime
I live in melancholy land where nothing is exciting

How did I get here?
How did I end up this bad off?
How did I lose touch with reality?