The weather is getting colder
I'm here thinking about how my life's a wreck
You will forget me I'll be nothing but a hazy memory
Have I talked enough about the situation
You're getting ready to have a family
I'm counting down the days til I go away

My heart still shattered
I'm starting to feel like the Mad Hatter
I've been working on this goddamn letter
But it's like an open wound that never wants to scab up
I swear I'll grow up and stop taking Jabs at him
When he admits everything he did 

The weather is getting colder
I'm here thinking about how my life's a wreck
how could you just throw me away
 when I loved you so much
I know I should be used to this
I'm counting down the days til I go away

My heart still broken
Started smoking Square again 
I've been coping my tears
And choking on the air that I breathe
I used to be golden but now I'm just all gray
You're probably rolling your eyes
Losing you hurt more than a blowgun full of toxic
I just wish that I was your Chosen One
Nowadays I'm just an open book
Going with the motion
You're the only one that has the potion to fix my broken heart

The weather is getting colder
I'm here thinking about how my life's a wreck
it's not your fault it's mine
I could have shut everyone out 
Been up more icier to the touch
I'm three steps in becoming Van Gogh