One year and 12 months that's all I have left on this Earth
The closest thing to home
That I've ever felt in the last two years
Was a rubber around my neck

I don't love a soul I swear to it
Fuck I lied again 
I told my friends I'm going out like Robin Williams
I've been suicidal since I was 14

I go through a pack of menthols a day
Their self care in the way I live now
Blasting now now from my coffin
Can you truly live until you die

I've got a whole lot on my mind
Ran out of depression pills
Have no more medical card now
I think I need some razor blades and I'll be feeling right

Their self care in the way I live now
My last name dies with me
Just know I loved you all
So peace out and love yourself