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Dear God Why?

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I swear that my mind's going to be the death of me
I can't go anywhere where other people are at
Without having to walk the other way
This social anxiety is a terrible fate

I take prescriptions but they're not working anymore
Had someone asked me if I was okay
Ended up crying for 3 hours straight
Everyone still wants me to get a job

I wish I could I wish I wasn't so fucked up
My brain tells me I'm better off dead
I would die for just one day by her
I know it's all in my head but it doesn't change a thing

My brain tells me you want me dead
I want to feel that it's all okay
It's been 2 years since I've been happy I'm just melting in fear
Why did God make me so broken?

◄ Princess of the Fireflies

Letter To Firefly ►

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Damon Blackery

Thu 13th Sep 2018 18:28

Thank you

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Taylor Crowshaw

Thu 13th Sep 2018 11:41

Thank you for sharing..so many will relate to this poem..?

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keith jeffries

Thu 13th Sep 2018 09:02

Damon,
This is a cry from the heart not from the brain. The brain is an emotional cul de sac whereas the heart is full of avenues which you can travel down without fear. Explore the heart. This poem is beautifully written and one which many will be able to relate to. Thank you for sharing this with us.
Keith

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