{Unrecognizable}
Once she used to be able
to be recognizable to the
herself but bit by bit this
evil demon that lives inside
of her that's stealing her life
and herself dignity right
out from underneath her is
making herself image
distorted giving her a
false impression that
started to look like a
black sheep dressed
up in her skin making
her unrecognizable to
herself or anyone else
that may know her
and once she had a life
filled with love, laughter,
joy and happiness but
that life would soon pass
and parish away making
her think and feel that
the only thing left for her
to do is end her life once
and for all to make
everyone around her so
super happy that this
whining complaining
witches sister is finally
dead and gone
and once she felt beautiful
and now she feels like
the ugliest witches sister
that has been hiding in
the darkness so no one
could see her ugliness
to frighten them away
and once she had children
that gave her a little hope
for a fairy tail life but that
to would soon pass away
like the old rotting flesh
from her old decaying
bones
and once she held many
men's love but now she
knows deep down inside
that those loves was
merely there to make
her a fading booty call to
them for when they
needed it or wanted it and
also being there for her
money to keep them up
so they wouldn't have
to work as that only hurt
her more than I can write
and try to explain as I
keep on splattering the
ink all over these dark
and bloody walls that
has became her
permanent home as the
tears will not stop flowing
down her cheeks wetting
the ground around her as
she keeps on sinking until
she drowns without anyone
around to help recuse her
from herself that has been
killing herself since she
was born into this unholy
godly world
and once she loved to live
her life with joy, happiness,
bliss, and more love than
most will ever know in
their life time but she's
still unrecognizable to
herself and everyone else

©Tina Glover\One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer August 8,2018 but posting here on August 9,2018
<Deleted User> (16099)
Fri 10th Aug 2018 14:28
I still see and feel you tina, you are a warrior . I recognize what it is that you are inside not outside, and there are so many who love you and are with you each and every moment of the day... I am one