I might do it again because I

have no self-control over myself

and I feel that my freedom is limited

in this relationship that I cannot

do things that I want to do without

thinking of you first and how it can

affect you. But I am my own person

and I want to be free and drink

whenever I want and party whenever

I can without you worrying about me.

 

I might do it again because I

want to kiss other lips rather than

just one and touch other skin

but my options are limited because

I am with someone and it's hard to

commit when I want to have fun

without hurting you and how you feel.

When you're not around I choose to

do the things that I was limited to do

and pretend that you're not worrying about me.

 

Created on June 10, 2018