Also for J
Baffled, mystified, perplexed and confused,
my darling I have lost my muse,
and at what cost?
Is it worth a tormented soul
just to be kept in your control
I jump when you say
and ask you how high on the way,
every command you convey
I grant wishes in three;
falling down on my knees
to please all your needs
as you stomp on my heart
Drawn and quartered you rip me apart
and lay waste to this art
that I exalt at your feet.
Humble and meek
I revere you even in my defeat,
as this silence last for weeks,
all I do is turn the other cheek.
I make it easy for you to move past,
you defeated me at last,
may the mushrooms make you bigger and the stars make you fast.
Each level you get closer to imaginary gain
they will however, never be the same.
No one can satisfy your hunger like this bae
You choose to dismiss
my cleverly crafted gifts.
My only wish
is that you didn't leave me outside in the hail
eagerly awaiting this epic betrayal.
My friends aren't there for you to secretly steal,
then lie and conceal,
you tell me to be real,
tell me not to feel how I feel
as you reveal
the depths of your disastrous soul.
It's not trivial, and your efforts were minimal. Took my heart like a criminal and gave it a proper burial. Now I want it back. Trying to get on track and not relapse. I'm leaving you in the past and running away fast