i’m sinking in a pool of my own thoughts and my own mind

a whole sea full of water yet it’s full of nothing but air

do you hear me? 

there’s nothing really there yet i’m

drowning

i’m drownig and gasping for air...

drowning 

but no water is there? 

how the fuck is it possible for me to feel like i’m drowning when i thought i knew how to swim

drowning

i’m drowning because of my darkness within

drowning

but no water is near me

i scream for some help,

but it’s like nobody can hear me, please help, i’m falling so quickly...

drowning 

trying to kill these demons within me

drowning

but there is no water near me,

the problem is in me. 

i’m drowning.