The object of my innermost desires

Are neither abstract, theoretical, 

Hypothetical or borne out of delusion

No confusion exists in my thoughts at all

Just Lady Desiree

At first sight in a glint of morning light

I observed her flowing form at which point

I think I was reborn because my life became transformed for the better

Although I'd had not a tryst I started

To exist entirely for Lady Desiree

The lady speaks beautifully from her heart

Every part of her captivating personality 

Encapsulates and beguiles all who see

The vitality she possesses in every form

There is not one ounce of vanity in she who represents any excellence in humanity that is evident because

Where there is hope lies Lady Desiree

Over many decades history has given us heroines, suffragettes, leading lady's and first Lady's, leaving legacies of great pride and the building blocks for females to thrive not to hide and be great leaders and thinkers

All this I can see in a person whom to me Is this and much more as she glides across whichever floor she is given to walk, I have to at least talk to Lady Desiree

What kind of reception would I get if I summoned up yet the courage to approach her with fear and trembling?

I say this not out of fear of the lady but because I am fearful that the way I may broach the subject of my respect and ddmiration of her whom I don't really know

I can't amble over and just say "Oh Lady Desiree I love you so"

My dilemma feels very real as I know

I've skipped meals, become disoriented and frustrated to the point of feeling lost

it's as if sunshine has given way to frost, snow and ice and I have to think twice before I speak to anyone

this is in case I forget which situation or place I've put myself in because of Lady Desiree

However, it's time I now feel not to rock or to reel with a nervousness that I've never felt before in my life

It's time to 'man up' like they do in most books which talk of fictional tales of similar males in my place

Easier said than done but leaving it any longer is not a choice I have in order to have a stronger relationship with Lady Desiree....because my dream is now almost over.