The talk we never had

The talk we never had would have included love, honesty, and pain. 

It would have included a harmony of unspoken truth balancing on the tightrope of each others feelings.

It would have us face our realities, the ones we didnt realize back when we were children.

Or at least the realities we chose to ignore and keep locked away.

The realities that when we come face to face with we slam shut and run.

The talk we never had would have been an eye-opener, a breath of fresh air to say the least. 

The talk we never had would have finally been my time to say what needed to be said.

Adressing the elephant stuck in the corner of the room trapped by our silence.

The talk we never had would have let me get my last words in. 

I would have been able to tell Amir that I do forgive him despite the terrible gut-wrenching feelings he might have had over the unspoken agreement.

I would have told him that no matter what, he will always be my brother and nothing can ever break the bond we have.