Going down my face are Invisible  tears
They  fall into a pool of invisible  fears

Pain can easily be felt
Its not so easily dealt

Missing him is like needing to eat
He ignores me I know we won't meet

Have no clue if he is safe from harm
Is he loving someone else in his arms

Will he come back to me and stay
Will I always end up loving this way

I can feel him around touching me so light
I just can't see him he is gone from my sight

Am I crazy is this in my head
Could I be dreaming this up and  dead

I  know he still cares about me
I just don't understand  why does he  leave

I did everything like I should
Still he leaves me like I knew he would

Will I wake up from this nightmare
Will I open my eyes to see him there

I text him night and day
 With no reply nothing to say

If he loves me and wants me around
Why did he vanish without a sound

Is this a game I made up
That would just be my luck

I feel him holding close and tight
Will I wake up from the tireless  night

I don't want to pressure him at all
I am starting to wonder about my fall

Why does God give me  dreams
If I can't figure out what this all means

I think he has someone else in my place
Doesn't he know I can't find another to replace

I know he is running from me
Its actually  myself  running  to  see

I want to find a surrender  stage
Maybe he will come once I am freed from the cage

I won't give him pressure 
He is the one I treasure 

I don't know anything else  to do
Accept  live my life it's true

I will go on living
In hopes he starts giving

I don't want the life with anyone else
No one can fill his shoes with love felts

I would rather be alone
Then picture  another man living in my home

I love him unconditionally
So much so it causes me to think irrationally

I hope one day he comes home
Until then I live my life alone 

I just want to see him happy that's all
Even if it's not with me in the town so small

I can love him from far away
Even if he chosen  there to stay

He taught me how to love myself
It worth all the pain I have felt

I love him endlessly

I love him even if he doesn't love me