Maybe I had my chances
Maybe I screwed them up
Caught up in my own selfish world
Too blind to see the light

Left my horrible marks
upon those I really cared for
But too late now
No going back

Too late now to re-invent myself
To go back and do it all again
To be better, to care more
To open my eyes and see the light

I wonder about death
I wonder about life
I wonder about love
And where it all went wrong.

 

2.It’s hot in here

 

God, it’s hot

Haven’t even moved

And I’m sweating already

 

Tummy’s not great

Feels a tad unsettled

Perhaps I’ve got a bug

 

Behind my eyes

There lurks a drummer

Wish he’d go away

 

Down below

Not great either

Best stay close to the loo

 

Splashed my face

Checked the mirror

Not a pretty sight

 

Funny, yesterday was the same

The day before as well

I must have a bug

 

Even though I’ve hardly moved

I’m still sweating profusely

Hands are shaking

Body trembling

Think I need a drink