Not all bad

 

I’m out on the front porch smoking 

scratching forgotten dreams from my baldness

coffee makes me happy

even a little light breeze helps

today is gonna be different

yesterday was so so 

I got through it

Some of it hurt

she was civil

that is always a plus

I miss my babies

i regret my choices 

yet the porch is my place 

my ground

what is it about this day that could be different?

me?

her?

just my side of the street!

puff puff

sip sip

I see the good doc today

she helps the soul

tiny voice says I can get through this

getting louder