I wanna be ballsy.

I wanna be crass.

I want all of myself

to be through see

through glass.

 

I wanna be gutsy.

I wanna be brave.

I want all of my life

to be lived, not

depraved.

 

I wanna be honest.

I wanna be true.

I want all my mistakes

to be out there

for you.

 

I wanna be ugly.

I wanna be real.

I want to show scars

so you know that

I feel.

 

I wanna be lovely.

I wanna be kind.

But I want light and

darkness to be

intertwined.

 

I wanna be happy

I wanna be sad

I want tears and

laughter and good

times and bad.