Chaining smoking til my lungs are done, Chest pain come not sure if I can make it Trying to take this path to the dream I envisioned, Can't make the right decision I bailed now my life is in shambles I'm out here in socal dreaming of the bay, Looking for a way to construct these abstract thoughts, Onto the pad wanting it bad but finding it hard to make the ink spill, Attempting to leave it in the rear-view, Til I smoke then she's all I see, Thought we had it all, My back against the wall and I failed, It's happened before but this time it's different, I can't hide away from all that taunts me throughout the day