You are the one thing that i can't tame

The one person makes me insane

But i simply can't step away...

 

Love is sadly fickle in that way...

Even with how you've changed

I can't stop these feelings even to this day

I wish i could close my eyes and not see you there

With an endless never ending stare

That opens my heart and wrenches my soul

Because when i open my eyes I'm back to being alone

Cold and empty fragile like clay

Waiting to be molded or tossed away...

 

As close as you are

You are still to far

Holding me at arms reach

Keeping me at beck and call

Seeing if I'll crumble and fall

But i still stand tall

In spite of it all

Stupidity may be my drive

But you are what keeps me alive

So no matter how far you push me away

I'll stay here day after day

Trying to suppress the pain

That pours down on me like a heavy rain

Because even in spite of it all

You are what keeps me standing tall.