The day seems a good bit colder now,
Casting blue light through the windows.
And I just don’t seem to have the energy,
To get up—go on—continue.
I know things won’t get better,
I no longer can believe.
Today I found no reason not to leave.
When times were rough in the past,
I had you to keep me strong.
But now my bed seems rather large,
And the nights seem way too long.
I miss the warmth you brought me.
I miss your sweet relief.
Without you there’s no reason not to leave.
Memories are fleeting things,
Sometimes you can’t hold on,
Whatever tomorrow the future brings,
I know you’ll still be gone.
If I could change a single thing,
I’d change this hollow dawn.
And then I’d have a reason not to leave.