I figured it out

Where I was going

Thought I’d hit a wall

That turned out to be a brick door into your world,

And now I know that I wasn’t taking hits,

I was just being pushed closer to you,

All I needed to do was let go of all the things I held tightly to,

I forgave, forgot, moved forward

out of the grey that started turning dark,

believed in better and turned a wall into your door.