The Life and Death of Words

it’s the closest thing

to bloodletting

or self-harming,

there’s little choice

in the matter and

occurs at any time

day or night,

you might call it

word incontinence,

they expel themselves

with very little notice,

leaving me drained,

wrung out, bone-dry,

desiccated and parched,

bizarrely it’s painless

albeit there’s always an

emotional toll to pay,

people think writers

are masters of words,

not so, the opposite is

true, as words prod, arouse,

question, suggest, tempt

but most heinously they

sacrifice themselves

to my page, leaving me

to witness their final end,

their lyrical demise

a death from my hand

laid out in stone cold,

printed perpetuity,

I plead guilty

© Graham R Sherwood 05/25

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Graham Sherwood

Thu 8th May 2025 10:59

Thanks for keeping me hanging there Uilleam!

David I know we share the word insomnia thing. I can’t let them dance in front of my face without capturing them. And they are free, in a matter of speaking.

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Uilleam Ó Ceallaigh

Thu 8th May 2025 10:10

I know which I prefer between the death of words and "the death of the author"!

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David RL Moore

Thu 8th May 2025 09:15

Hi Graham,

This poem reflects my own love hate relationship with my attempts at writing.

Your reference to "Masters of words" struck a chord with me. I have in the past referred to words as the enemy, so many of them rattling around in my head and it's up to me which ones hit the page (to live or die) Even after the fight I feel as if it is the words that are in control.

They wake me, they invade my thoughts when I'm not even contemplating them, they make me reach for the bottle, I dream them and they seem amazing, I put them on paper and they laugh at me.

The other very apt observation you make regarding "blood letting and self harm" really jolted me. A few days ago I had a episode of decline that found me carving a pretty pattern on my forearm (insane I know and troubling) I associate my unhinged behaviour with frustration and an inability to express my thoughts and feelings in a satisfactory manner, the release of something physical (blood) seems to me to be a substitute for my often inability for expression and the articulation of thought.

In regard to all of the above, I feel your poem really screws down the frustrations of writing, maybe even moreso our frustrations with the complexities of modern living and communicating our thoughts adequately enough that we are understood.

I feel for some, writing of any nature can be tortuous. Historically, many have said so. I am also sure many people would think that such distraction by writing is a madness best avoided...but madness cannot be avoided, it finds us somehow.

Of course I am fine and well now. My slipping off the rails rarely occurs these days, usually my destructive self harm is limited to the bottle.

Thank you for your poem.

David RL Moore

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