fever
Put down the weapon
come to me
my head is swimming and I’m too gone
to save you from yourself
there is an abandoned nest
of baby birds I can’t reach
and I’m done with thinking words
might be just the thing
the thing I need to save me from
inadequacy and first-world guilt
my brothers put their arms around me
they haunt me in a lucid dream
the street below is noisy
and I’m hallucinating posies
turn to scorpions on the tv screen
the smell of dust is on my feet
and my enemies are circling…
let’s kick them clean between the sheets tonight
come Darling—don’t forget
your frown and furrowed brow
I want to kiss you just like this
--I want to smooth it all away...
Landi Cruz
Fri 18th Apr 2025 20:40
Thank you for your kind comment, James.
I was living abroad when I wrote this. It is an expression of a certain amount of disorientation and a desire for a connection with someone/something deeply familiar.
I'm glad it resonated with you.