Am I cursed with the extremes or blessed with a balance view 

For on a Monday I care what everybody things of me 

But by Tuesday I have no care for anyone or any of it 

For the jobs a trap. The edcuation is a serious lesson and money is what keeps me engaged with al institutions

Know I like to mention al along I said I was angel 

Have I an questionable past?  Maybe

Have I robbed have I lie? Just my time and to meself does that count

Have I rub shoulder with monster maybe I just thought they where all right at the time

Have I lie down in beds just to prove something to mesself I absolutely have 

Have a broken hearts and sold a few dreams maybe just in my head 

Have I move on the questions should be has the darkness fellow from one life to the other 

For answer is am not sure anymore 

And I still dunno what I want to be when I grew up 

These ain't question of a life time just a mad man talking to himself at night