Dealing with myself and that comes with me is a hard deal 

The addiction issue the paranoia the insuctity indecision and the overwhelming need to please it's a heavy mountain to climb

I like to mention that shyness mix with the need to be centre of attention cause so much conflicted 

It would be so hard of I could switch of this hyper aware mind it' strip's me down tears me apart 

But hey I can manage a smile if crack an odd joke deal with insane cope with the madness 

Even manage to hold down a job 

Even help a fellow lost soul 

So I must be fine 

I must be fine