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A summer feeling.

When the sun came out, I was there, there was nothing new, blue in the sky and gray in my room, scenario of a broken mind. In these crazy times, I can just sit and watch life moving like frozen in this everlasting pain. I’m the black of a white room, I can’t be part of the joke anymore, I’m trying to be myself again, but they broke me into a million pieces.

I’m shipwrecking in this empty room that I’m attempting to escape since the fall. They are watching me dying in this silence, begging for a hand that could save me from the opacity of night, yelling to stop the voices in my head but all the witnesses leave instead. Loneliness rules this land.

But suddenly, a day of a hot August of a dreadful year when I least expected, I knew you, golden and bright as the comet in the sky. You feel at home, you’re light in the dark, hope for the fateful, just the remedy my world needs.

Wonderstruck by the blue in your eyes, so deep that made me touch the stars, you stuck in my mind. I can’t stop looking at you, I can’t stop thinking of you, and now I’m all about you. Maybe is your self-confidence, impetus, or just your smile that makes me give you everything, there is something that is tying me to you, thoughts that are driving me crazy. Is it your kindness that makes me feel this way? Am I getting wrong?

I know it’s delicate, everybody is watching us, but in the illicit, you could be my kingdom keys, the moon of my nights, the salt of the world, you could save this soul just with a glance. This isn’t my head talking, is my heart opening to a new dawn, surely this will be just another summer feeling, fleeting as life and painful as thorns but I am willing to fight this war to make your heart my home, even if we are already defeated.

We could make this garden an eternal paradise, jumping into the hide tides.

Now it only remains to know if you know.

◄ How do you forget?

Blue Butterfly. ►

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