Sacrificing forsaken Blessings

This feeling is a betrayal 
So why did you go again 
Tried to be good this time 
So why are you always leaving me 

I can’t believe this anymore 
How could you love me then go
Is it because I can’t give you a child 

I’m sorry I can’t breathe 
I holding my love back 
This feeling is a betrayal 
I can’t define in words 

Is it because I can’t give you a child 
How could you love me then go
I can’t believe this anymore