I caught myself smiling today I remembered a night we shared together. 

I want to be able to do that more often smile at a thought or memory when it comes to you. 

My heart can’t carry anymore hate when it comes to you any longer for now I just want to be able to smile more and cry less. 

Thank you for some of the best moments shared love and feelings. 

But thank you to my heart for healing. Today was the first time today in a long time that I was able to heal and have warmth versus hatred and heart ache. I still love you and I know I will until the die I’m no longer alive.