Just hear to express what is on my mind!
Ups and downs.
I caught myself smiling today I remembered a night we shared together. I want to be able to do that more often smile at a thought or memory when it comes to you. My heart can’t carry anymore hate when it comes to you any longer for now I just want to be able to smile more and cry less. Thank you for some of the best moments shared love and feelings. But thank you to my heart for healing. Today was the first time today in a long time that I was able to heal and have warmth versus hatred and heart ache. I still love you and I know I will until the die I’m not longer alive.
Today I missed you or at less than I thought it was you I missed. In fact all that I miss is the connection two people can share by just a glance into one another’s eyes. Or the touch of two hands. Or even a sweet and passionate kiss shared beneath the stars. I don’t miss what we had I missed how it made me feel. I’ll try to repeat this feeling but it will never be the same. I want that in any relationship moving forward but for now I’m not ready and I’m okay with that. I don’t hate you and I hope you find what you are looking for. You are what I was looking for. I’ll always be looking for you in whoever I’m with moving forward but for now you are who I have on my mind and my mind plays games or maybe it puts me on ease. You put me at ease. Games are all I have and for now I’m losing or I’ve lost already.
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Let him go. (15/01/2023)
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