Time is slipping from my grasp
I thought life would be longer i thought it would last

Through fault of my own
I have again found myself alone

This endless feeling of despair
Has left me unable to care

My soul just wants a place to call home
And like anything you feed this darkness it has grown

I feel like a ghost haunting the ones I love
I am still alive but I think I am something they want to dispose of

I waste time staring at these empty walls
Just waiting in silence til the reaper calls

I wonder when I shattered into pieces never to recover
I believe it was when I was a baby abandoned by my mother

Then life twisted the knife further into my chest
When the two that claimed me as their own knew not how love was meant to be expressed

Now I am left alone as they have labeled me a freak
Because I look at this earth and it has nothing of which I seek

So please just let me tie this rope around my neck and let go
I will be happier and my absence I am sure you will not even know