Up and down

Around my way, theirs knew trees growing outside my gaff

But its in my head where the seeds our being growing

Am losing my mind

Can’t sleep away time, but I try

Can’t life with be awake most of the time

Can’t live with the pain cant do without

I miss the days of ecstasy and nights turn into day

Everybody having anybody they want

But know its all up for debate I got my doubts

Thought I paid my debts

Oh, so I thought but there only thoughts

A wise woman once said give all to God and you never go wrong

Buy God taking all my bros why I should give anymore

Why should I care anymore?

Not sure what to think anymore

Anyway, am out of time

So perhaps I should say goodbye

Am so tried of trying to be a good boy