There are moments in life

 

when you feel like to cry

 

and don’t really know why.

 

Your destiny gives you chances

 

to satisfy your fancies

 

But they are not always a success,

 

sometimes even a stress.

 

Yes, you splash out emotions

 

like an angry ocean a whale.

 

But what remains in your soul?

 

Is it just a growl?

 

You have already been indifferent to him,

 

it seemed.

 

But he still remains in your mind

 

And you try to find

 

The reason to forget him.

 

Were you just blind?

 

You want to leave everything behind

 

and ask your mind to be so kind to forget.

 

You beg your heart

 

to release your torments,

 

to forget all his comments.

 

You ask your mind

 

to be in contact with your heart

 

and not always be apart.

 

All your actions were unmeant,

 

all you wanted the love to send.

 

Now you are trying to forget,

 

but you can’t,

 

Then you think: Oh, yes! He had a grant.

 

You try to find his negative features

 

for your lonely creature.

 

You try to release your mind

 

but he still remains in your soul

 

playing the main role

 

in all your night dreams,

 

and it seems he is still everything to you,

 

it is so difficult to say adieu.

 

You had time to think how to keep him,

 

how to reap the fruits of love,

 

or may be to stay in good relations,

 

so that to avoid the separation,

 

or may be remain friends,

 

it could be a good amends.

 

But…your heart pains and the dreams remain.

 

Nothing you can change,

 

Nothing to arrange.

 

You did all to estrange your love.

 

 

 

The words I have said above

 

Are not for all.

 

It is just her little squall.

 

Now she is all alone.

 

Living on her own

 

somehow she will survive

 

and one day probably die.

 

Here I sigh and tell you good bye,

 

finishing this crazy lie.

 

 

 

Larisa R (Odessa, Ukraine)