Now I know it sounds stupid to say but I kept an online diary
Up in the open for everyone to see
But it was fun to keep
And made me seem deep


After closing it in 2008 I thought it best to re-open it after years of personal refurbishment
To see into the world of my former self
A young wiper snapper
Taking pictures of himself because he thought he looked dapper
I looked through entire entries of quirky messages
And replies that had equal eccentricity
A budding ego
Yet it feels so different from now


Comments from girls to women
Sophie with her long legs
and Bec with her long talks
To charlotte with her long hair
All these women now, it doesn’t seem fair


But there seemed to be this one
Who commented from the start
With a wink and sink
Yet I ignored her to chase prettier skirts


I admire how she wrote to me everyday
Devotion lost in modern days
Commitment not seen in any relationship
Something that today I see fit


Even though I mingled with the pretty girls
She always seemed to come back and forgave

And as a child I didn’t understand
But now I must insist, I demand


I click on her profile and she that she has grown
Like me she has grew wiser and tall
The cub I once knew now had its claws
Strong enough to see past my flaws
To my surprise she is online
I panic and start to sweat
Should I say something or am I 2 years late
Please tell me this is fate


After all these years you still surprise me
You pop up and say hey
The world as I know explodes as my heart out grows my body
I say hey back

I’m glad we waited